i was really sick today, so i stayed home. i wish i could've went to levels to see the show and stef (but nope you lose). yeah so now i'm at my aunts house for dinner and i'm reading harry potter...ok, ok, i know, how can i get any more pathetic, but it's something to do.

I LOVE YOU STEFANIE EPIFAN

i had an AMAZING time yesturday. me n stef went to copacabana in peir 17 and ate and danced (well i did hahahaha) and then we walked in the cold and went to starbucks and walked in the cold again. and we made like 5 videos of each other if not more. yeah. i wanted it to be better though. i was planning on it being sunny and me getting her flowers ( Read more... )

yeah so sucky weekend. tomorrow, however, will be me n stefs year anniversery ::smiles extremely widely::. my english sub, mr. espy, is hilarious. he's just like mr. cohen haha. they are both so fucking stupid. i can get away with anything in their classes.

marco polo died. don't know who he is but people respected him so: rip marco. my parentals suck. they change everysingle plan they make with me, so in the end i suffer. and you know what's worse? people around me also get affected. like yesturday. i could've been wiith stef. but nooo. and today i was reallly pissed off. i was suppoose to go to band ( Read more... )

1. everyone to be happy
2. stef to be happy
3. stef to eat and drink
4. stef to be healthy
5. stef to feel good

i want her to be happy sooo much, but nothing i do works. i love you baby.

regular day. i saw stef at then end which was super duper. then i went home and here i am. yeah. one day i wanna like take out all my testosterone and replace it with a shitload of estrogen and then be an asshole to everyone and blame it on the estrogen. haha yeah that'd be great. I LOVE STEFANIE SO MUCH. 6 more days. i've concluded that stef is ( Read more... )

i've never felt so happy and sad at the same time. like for month i was depressed, and now i'm happy again, but i see everyone else, and they're still depressed, and i don't know what to think. i feel like i'm betraying my feelings, even though this happiness is good for me. it's like i'm contradicting my own feelings. like if someone came up to me ( Read more... )

i love it when it's warm like this. and i love the smell of rain, it brings out the smell of flowers and old leave, and ahhhh. love it. AND I LOVE STEFANIE!!! and i love not being depressed too, it's reeeaaaallly fun. and i also love the lostprophets. i'm really getting into them ( Read more... )

had a really good day today ( Read more... )

parents suck. didn't keep their promise. w/e. i have to poop.

as long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away