breakdown

[gimcrack23]

does anyone else feel like when they need someone the most is the time when no one is available? i have soemthign to do tomo, but as for today i was floundering and felt like a fool for breakign down in forn of my dad about my financial problems, even though i am in teh place i am in due to my on actions and its not his fault i am broke. he gave me

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[jo_l]

Ya, I was out of work for a month or so and I totallly know how you feel but tomorrow I get my first pay check from the Disney Store so let me take you out ya? We could do coffee again... or the mall... or WHATEVER! My treat to celebrate getting money from Disney after years of only spending money with them.

[gimcrack23]

awe, thankies. that is really sweet. :)

[jour_lit]

It always seems like the times you are the loneliest are the times when there isn't anywhere there, and it really sucks. Then, when you want to be alone, everyone needs you. Life is wierd that way. I feel bad, because I wish I was available for you more. My schedule is wonky, though. The only time I have to myself is the late hours of the night, and that's why I stay up so late. I need that time for me.

About the money, I feel you. I hate myself for allowing myself to get to this place. I ask my dad for help, too, but I don't want to. I feel ashamed that I have to go to him.

Bah.

[gimcrack23]

well lady,looks like we are in the same boat. a shitty boat with leaks and stuff, but the same one nonetheless.i'm there for you though, cause i love you!