I wrote this my freshman year of high school in a poetry book that a friend and I wrote in. Iread it today when going through some old journals. This was not the only poem I wrote about loosing my mom. It's kind of weird. April 29th, 2001,I wrote it almost 9 years before she died and it's not exactly the same as what happened but some of it holds ( Read more... )

it's so hard to believe my mom is gone. just a few months ago i took her to the Salvation Army and we were shopping together for a couple of hours. I was trying on clothes and she was telling me why she liked them or didn't like them. I'm wearing one of the shirts i bought that day...A large part of me feels kind of void right now. When people ask ( Read more... )

I am on my break at work. I don't feel wellm I feel a bit dizzy. My stomach and back hurts also. If it gets much worst I may leave work early.

Today was a busy day. I got my hair cut, picked up medicine for tim, cleaned up the house, put up some decorations, made mashed potatos, steak, and corn. We had the pastor and his wife over for dinner.I really enjoyed their visit. We had a good time. We watched a few tim hawkins music videos on utube. I especially liked the song called what not to ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't have 2 work 2day. I have 2 get the house cleaned up finally because the pastor from the church we visited yesterday is coming 4 dinner 2morrow

I woke up this morning and talked to Mark Nyegaard. He was wondering if he should call/visit mom. After talking to him for a little bit I stood up and noticed there was something wrong with my ear. I called work and went to the urgent care. I guess I have an ear infection of some sort and they told me I shouldn't work tonight because sometimes this ( Read more... )

All is well for Natasha. I've spent the weekend on until today in Corvallis with Tim and his friends. I'm job hunting here and already have a place lined up to move into if I find a job. I'm really looking forward to going up to WA to meet Tim and all of his family for a 4th of July family get together. It's amazing how well everything is going. ( Read more... )

So, last night was probably one of the best nights of my life. I'm mostly updating just to let people know that Natasha Teevens is no longer single. I now officially have a boyfriend...

So, I am not certain where my relationship with "" will go. I've really enjoyed hanging out with him the last three weekends. He seems as though part of him wants a relationship and another part of him would like to remain single. I do think he likes me, from a few comments his friends have made and whatnot ( Read more... )

1. WHAT TIME DID YOU GET UP THIS MORNING? 6:15 to put work clothes in dryer ( Read more... )