it was bound to happen, you know? shit i did it... its one week of healing for every month youre together...so...two years...thats 24 months....24 weeks...which is ...what is it? FUCK! i cant think...why is this so upsetting? why? WHY DAMMIT! why did i do this...i knew it would be bad...but this bad? the worst is i dont know what im feeling. i dont ( Read more... )

there are so many things in this world. so many people, so many lives, so many careers, so many loves.... so many losses. and the one thing i want. the one and only thing ive ever wanted, i may never get. i hold onto to that hope of maybe one day getting my shit together and going for it. taking the biggest chance i can take that does not involve ( Read more... )

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...when asked, Proust explained the years of his life where he was happy were shit. A complete waste. Those years that he had nothing? The years where he was always suffering, those were the greatest years of his life. Only because they made him who they were, they made him understand what happiness was ( Read more... )

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SOMEONE KILL ME BECAUSE I'M TOO DEPRESSED TO PUT MYSELF OUT OF THIS MISERY

"Hello?"
"You are recieving a collect call from the California State Penintentary, will you accept the charges?"
"... uhh...."

Little Brandy is seven years old. She is blonde, pretty and highly intelligent for her age. She goes to a small school in an average town and is considered middle class. She likes to draw and wants to be a world famous ( Read more... )

The lady at the grocery store thought I was pregnant...

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