marcus' funeral was today.

that was def. the saddest thing ive ever had to experience, yet. i dont think ive ever cried that much in my life. we all know hes above us, and better off. no more pain, no more bad things to happen, and we all know hes waiting for us to join him some time in this crazy, unexplainable life of ours. why i want to know is ( Read more... )

im feeling shitty. plain and simple. everytime i get up i get all nautious, and sick, and stuff and i just wanna lay back down again. just thought i would try and update this thing while i feel semi-ok. i actually dont feel well at all. my brother is a douche-bag and im leaving it at that. i wish someone would come and say hi to me. no one will. i ( Read more... )

surgery today..not at all excited about that.i have to be there at 12 and it is now 11 o'clock, and my mom has not yet even began to think about getting in the shower. im going to be crippled for a week or so and then hopefully ill be able to be on my crutches zooming around the house..lol. only robyn glover knows the true feeling of being a ( Read more... )

ya.. i just re-did my journal. and i got a new background and layout and new icon and all that other happy crap.
just thouhgt i would tall all of you just incase it looks diff. and u dont know who it is. thats me!! lol. well, glory's gunna be here soon so ill talk to yall later.
<3 Jess

well, here i am again. i went to deland all day yesterday with my mom to help move my gramma into her house. i really didnt do much, but sit around and give moral support. haha.

moving my grandmother is like moving one giant yardsale!

she has this ceramic pig thingy. and it is about 2 feet tall, and its supposed to be a piggy bank right? well, i ( Read more... )

well, now that im broken, i have no life. i cant walk, and all i do is sleep, watch t.v., take lortabs, and drink juice boxes. i have absolutely no appetite, whatsoever. i wish my surgery was done and i was on the road to recovery already but its not, and im def. not. at least i wont miss any good t.v. shows. i wake up in the midle of the night ( Read more... )

well, im home from camp ( Read more... )

at hte bestest person in the world's hizz-ouse!! kayla mother effin lawrence bizzznatch!! lol. we're just sittin here chillen watchin coach carter. nothings been happening lately. jsut been at the beach every goddamn day since i've been back, nad broke up w/casey nd all. ya, i did break up with him. i thought i loved him but i guess not. o well. ( Read more... )

home sweet home!!

god i missed it here so much...

spent the night at my boyfriends house the last 2 nights....that was amazing...... :-P

so.....anyways....i have vollyball tonight form 6-8..eh...i guess its okay. everyone that goes says it officially sucks, but oh well. something to do i guess. i just wish that danielle wasnt there.its so miserable ( Read more... )

here i am again

sitting in my cousin joey n virginia's houee w/my cousin dominick. josh, if u read this sorry mom hung up on you. it was an accident. call back tomorrow or actually call my cell phone not hers. i really didnt do much today. met my aunt dottie that i didnt even know i had. weird...but anyways. shes cool as hell. thn met my dad's ( Read more... )