I don't want to fail just to be an example for everyone to not take the step I chose.

 People who linger in the past, regretting the mistakes they've done, though they know it doesn't change anything and they know they may overcome it in the future, are stupid. I am ashamed to be one of them.

 God, there are so many aspects in life that I have not yet comprehended. One of which, never have I wondered this much before. I am clueless without You.

The other day, I said to You that I felt like the whole world was revolving, but I'm on moon or other satellite, watching it revolve. But then again, within time, I realized that my place wasn't ( Read more... )

 Did I not do my best? Or did I expect too much? Everything seemed to be turning my expectations down from academical to non-academical matters. These past five days, I don't know, but i think these past five days seemed to be conspiring altogether. Expectations that I've kept inside of me since a long time ago were deliberately crushed right ( Read more... )

 Today is pretty much messed up. I didn't know that staying the entire 24+ hours at home could be this screwed up. What is? Plans. Expectations. Several previous months I had thought about some plans carefully, I went with as many details as I could conceive. Hence, a little bit of expectation. But it was altered 180 degrees some days ago. A new ( Read more... )

Isn't it great to have the feeling that today is Saturday, tomorrow is Sunday, next is the Monday you've been looking forward to, and then there's this day off on Tuesday, then it's Wednesday that doesn't get you to wake your ass up early in the morning, and then Thursday which has your favorite subject, then it's Friday with its subject to be ( Read more... )

I swear I can claim this weekend as 'weekend of playing games'. Ah, it feels tremendously good to be able to be home again. Sacrificing one national day off for three days of weekend is eventually worthwhile. Will be going back to Bandung on the morrow, though.

I've come to conclusion where I want to upgrade myself by learning many new things. Lomo ( Read more... )

I didn't know that I actually did the right things without my knowing concerning which was correct and the opposite, without even my apprehension towards things I had never guessed before. Such things were just done by chance and I can't imagine how it would have become had I not the slightest thought to do what I did. God, what is this? It's ( Read more... )

 It's 7.04 PM as I am writing this journal which means around less than five hours later it'll be next year, 2011. Honestly, I don't feel like it's new year's eve tonight, it just feels so fast and... too bad, though, twenty-ten is easier to pronounce than twenty-eleven. Well, that doesn't mind anything. Nevertheless, I've always loved new year's ( Read more... )

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 12 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Wasted - Pinback
(no, trust me)

HOW WOULD YOU ( Read more... )