soo i just got back from a really relaxing vacation. and it really gave me some time to think about whats important in my life ( Read more... )

so i have been really sick recently ( Read more... )

i have 15 more lbs to go.
thats it.
i need to work out again - i havent for like a month,
:(
so can i get some motivation up in hurrrr????

so i have a stack of amazing books and a list of amazing books that i really really want to read, but instead i spend my time watching stupid television.. and i never even like what i watch usually... unless its Big Love or The L Word (which is over) and Big Love just finished a season..... so until The Tudors and what not, i am going to boycott tv ( Read more... )

so today is the first day that i have seen the 160's hahah 169 stll counts!
and i am starting to see a ghost like shadow of where i am supposed to have lovely collar bones.

yayyyy
and i am eatin more veggies and less meat - not saying i am a vegetarian buttt.... idk
i am gonna attempt to make some tofu today for lunch. NERVOUS

 
11 lbs downnnn like 20 more to go<333
very exciting - maybe i will actually look/feel good for summer time.
maybe i'll beone of those chicks who runs on the beach. :)

just another day.
the end.

now that i have gotten away from the riverside drama and bullshit.
i realized how many friends i lost due to my own fault and stupidity.
and i miss a lot of them... no not a lot of them just a select few.

sucks that i am now.... 600 miles away.
but those few know who they are, i hope.

So I have been eating so much better and exercising so i feel so much better - in general.
Starting Feb. I am joining a pilates (sp?) class, so that is very exciting!

I finally got my books!  and I am kicking butt in eng101 !!! I am such a book worm, I love to read!!!
and i started working on my very own website that has yet to be published.

thats all ( Read more... )

i still have no financial aide.
thus... no books.
in conclusion - i am ......... winging it? i believe that it the correct expression.