went to aquarium today which was cool. then went skimboarding for the first time since i got my board! it's so pretty. :) it's pretty easy to use. i finally stayed on!! frambert is a lot better at it. it's sad. i've tried to do it so many times. i think guys are slightly better at it that girls are. haha. it was so fun! my sister ate shit big time ( Read more... )

In hawaii. it's nice here. not burning hot like LA. man, why does my aunt have to live on the opposite side of where eveyrthing else is :( She has so many animals. There's at lease twenty birds, a turtle (those expensive ones), and she has a german shepard named shadow. I hope he doesn't attack frambert haha. he's supposed to be mean, but ( Read more... )

walking on high hopes ( Read more... )

i want to feel special.
i want to be thought of.
i want to feel safe.
i don't want to be a burden.
i want to have fun.
i want to be chased after.
i want to have time.
i don't want to feel like i'm a side project.
i want someone that will stay.

sometimes i feel that the world is moving to fast. i can't catch up these days. they seem to both incredibly fast and slow at the same time. nothing happens. i sit around and i wait for something to happen or someone but, i get nothing. nada. i don't feel like a belong somewhere anymore. i've become some kinda side project thrown into a dark, ( Read more... )

i'm sitting at home, bored out of my mind. it's sunday 9pm..i've been at home for 5 hours. people are out at the jubilee or having fun. i think i just might continue to disappear enough that i won't have to bring my fone to work anymore. hey, that's 1 lb less load to carry.

unthoughtful.

i knew it. i just knew it.

it is what it is. get used to it, kid.

it's funny how things change. one minute its "yea, don't worry about it. i have your back" and a minute later that turns into a "um...yea. maybe? i guess we'll see."
how many times have you done that? Why do we so say things so surely when we know that we are, in fact, completely uncertain.

it just goes to show that the only thing certain is

Really, talking just seems like a waste of time nowadays. You try to speak your mind, and then close theirs. You try to make a point by repeating, but they drown out your voice. Or you make them promise, but they don't seem to know what that is. Do people even take promises seriously anymore? It's sad, I used to believe in promises, but with people ( Read more... )

fine..you get what you give. that is how things will be.