I've moved my thoughts to a new location!
http://www.livejournal.com/users/antioompa

I've wished for a long time that I could be happy. I try to make things better for myself. I've changed my ways as a person and I think I've became a lot stronger and better. Despite that, nothing good has happened to me lately. I know I've said a million times that I never need a guy to make me happy and I still agree with that. Happiness is ( Read more... )

OK, i just really don't care WHO calls me anymore or IF they wanna talk to me because I give up....its stupid! so fuck it ( Read more... )

Ofcourse, and naturally, my life is chaotic and confusing....again.
I give up because more and more I realize there is no making sense of things. As soon as I do, the situtation changes. I wish there were unchanging, stable things going on in my life...just one or two things I could count on. No one knows what its like.

hmm....I have to annouce that I have given my soul to Tropical Isle lately...I've been working out once more...I'm so damn proud of myself! :D ( Read more... )

I guess I could just re-cap my weekend since I know all of you are so eager to know what I did! lol NOT ( Read more... )

Man, I have NOTHING to write here lately. People just REALLY piss me off these days....I'm so irritable...I wish I knew what my problem was, but oh well. Well actually I know what my problems are, the fact is, no one else gives a shit so I will keep them to myself.

I'm trying to find something to do tonight...I'm bored...*yawn*

peace out

correction to my last post, he will now be here in 10 days from tomorrow! lol but im cool, im cool ( Read more... )

I finally know what I want and who I wanna be with!!!! From the first time I ever kissed *DKP* I knew it was something special. I've never let go and I don't have plans on doing so. He's everything I've looked for so its pointless to even try to be with anyone else because I know it won't work. We talked for a while last night and just hearing his ( Read more... )

Lets see....my overview of Spring Break....it was ok. It would be hard to be beat last year's Spring Break though. So next year I am DEFINITELY going back to the beach. Thursday, Ronni, Savannah and Whitney came to my house and we all went up to Greasey. Friday...well we all went to Whitneys and then of course to town and I met up with Megan and ( Read more... )