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To get respect, you have to show respect, right?
Sometimes it's hard to say yes to this question. People don't just get respect, nor do they always deserve it just because of who they are. Just because you are family or older than someone does not automatically mean you deserve anything actually. We all need to make sure that we make efforts to show we are worthy of each other in one way or ( Read more... ) -
Why am I up so Early?
I have no idea why I couldn't sleep today- Woke up at 5am (I think) and then again at 5:50- It's weird. I don't know where my mind is...Actually I kind of do. It's in the gutter- a dirty dirty gutter- where I am ravaged by my the last guy I dated. Does that mean I'm sexually frustrated? I think so, I don't have too much experience with that ( Read more... ) -
Lunch Time
Recently, I remet a guy, MM, I knew when I was six years old, and the only thing I remember is that he and I played with bubbles one day at my house on the front steps, we spilled some bubbles and my mom came out, falling and hurting her knee. Having said that & fastforward 20 years later, we've remet at his mom's joint birthday party for herself, ( Read more... ) -
Liquid Courage
There's something to be said for that moment during intoxication when you think to yourself "fuck it, I'm calling him or her." And then there are the moments after, your headache, body ache, hangover and then the realization that "oh fuck, I called him/her."That moment was mine this past weekend. Not only was it an O.M.G. moment, apparently I not ( Read more... ) -
Pondering Thoughts
Two weeks ago, one of the supervisors at my current job was working one of his last shifts. He was wandering up and down the isle talking to other team members and came by my desk. He came by my desk and we talked about his new job a little bit and then about how I am now working weekends ( Read more... ) -
I want...
I want the guy who will be standing on my front lawn waiting for me to get home because he couldn't wait to see me. The guy who, even if we were both wrong and fought, is still waiting for me, wanting me, needing me just as much as I need and want him. The one who will sit in front of my house waiting to talk to me when he messed up, just to make ( Read more... ) -
Good things ar coming...
So, I've got a new job (yay!). I start Tuesday full time througha new temporary agency working for a medical home monitoring system. It's similar to my time at Honda, taking inbound calls from patients and updating test results for their doctors. I'm happy to be getting out of the house again and this opportunity couldn't have come at a better time ( Read more... ) -
Things are looking up...
Well, I heard back from Zest Books, we're going to settle on an interview time and I'll cross my fingers that I get this internship offer. It's 2-3 days a week 10am-4pm in San Francisco (yay!)...Also got an interview opportunity for a customer service position in Livermore working for a medical supply company. It's a temp to hire position so we'll ( Read more... ) -
It's in the cards...
Last night I went to a girls night with my friend Andrea and some of her friends from High School. Her friend Jaimee and her sister Jen were hosting it at her house, Jenn is getting into being a make-up artist and she asked a group of girls if they wanted to come over and have a make-up and margaritas night. She needed to start building her ( Read more... ) -
Girls in White Dresses
So I have a job interview today, yay! The only thing that is an issue is that I can't remember if the position is part time or full time...Or what the pay is, but I'm not too worried, I just need to get out of the house and start working again, even if it's part time and not as much as I was making before. As long as I can pay my bills coming up t ( Read more... )