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DECEMBER 2018 GAME CHANGER
ANOTHER 5am wake up! This has been happening pretty frequently these days. I can't say exactly when it started! Maybe a month ago when I started dating Alex, maybe beforehand I was gradually getting up earlier being happier to start my days.
I've been working successfully at The Neurospinology centre, where Alex practices Spinology and I practice ( Read more... ) -
Life kept going - fast!
It's been AGES since I've written here I think... have to look back to be sure. I know it's been years since I've been consistent at least ( Read more... ) -
out of date
I just don't stay consistent enough to post here! Shame on me... it is such a useful tool, for one who just can't seem to write consistently! I do write... oh boy do I! But my finger hurts and hand gets tired, and I haven't even finished my thoughts despite the 8 pages front to back that I wrote... so yeah, shame on me. I tend to edit better and ( Read more... ) -
Touring and love
Dana and I are still going strong. Love is a strong word, often thrown about casually instead of thoughtfully. Easy when one is only 22 and it's his first time. I have experienced love in different relationships however, the kind that felt like puppy love and the kind that felt like soul mates. The love I'm feeling here is the kind that I feel ( Read more... ) -
Letter to my mom and aunt - but so informational and emotive
It seems I can apply for a training visa that will allow me to stay 2 years, for training purposes relating to my course, which is a nominal $250 cost to me. It seems too good to be true, but if all is as seems, that's an option I can take. The next step would be to determine if I can be a paid employee under training for this visa. The links lead ( Read more... ) -
Good day
Started with a great night - with Dana, who is really enjoying learning all sorts of new things that we can do together ( Read more... ) -
up and down - seasick
Wait I'm on land... Well this roller coaster ride sure does have some high peaks and low valleys to make me so nauseous ( Read more... ) -
Prayers for a healing soul, as mine is finding solace now
It's been some time that has passed where I've been living in a fog. It's been a fog I welcomed, that I allowed to encase me, but one that hasn't been really helping me thrive. It's the fog of a friend who led me into this lifestyle under false pretenses. Initially it was a friendly gesture, brought on by a compassion after seeing me struggle, ( Read more... ) -
What about if life hands you mouldy lemons?
Well here it is. The time has come for me to cut Adam loose. He begged that I come with him to Africa, as if I would leave Dana to travel there with him now?? I told him I need a gym membership - told him if he's willing to spend all that money on me to be a travel buddy, then paying for gym should be not problem - gym is healthier for my mind and ( Read more... )