One of the 3 cards from my most recent cards session (12-10-2011) was Painted Face.

Self expression- Use creativity to express feeling, desires. Healing and productive. Alter the way others see you. Keystone. Open up and allow others to see your medicine. Don't deny how you feel. Think "what can I offer the world?" Let others see your medicine.

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Well one of the communities I follow posted a question, "what did you do greener in 2009 and what will you do in 2010 ( Read more... )

 Just like before, I'm starting to believe it ( Read more... )

 I am perfect how I am

joy,
peace, 
love--
the only true emotions

 I secretly hope that the job falls through for some reason. All of a sudden I don't want to go. I want to stay in Michigan.

 I think I'm slipping back into it. 
tired all the time
no energy
mental foggyness
not wanting to eat
self defeating
negative attitude
crying and not being able to stop
not being able to do anything
everything is too hard
huge decision to be made
procrastination
clingy-ness

I want  you to curl up with me so bad

 Its so hard to watch. jealous longing but happy for you. emotions.......

Ashley said that my voice is one of her favorite voices... I don't notice a difference... except when I listen to myself on recording...
I'm excited cuz she is going to IQ test me

 big decisions coming soon...and difficult too.

 I have a hard time hanging out with the people I hung out with today. I want to hang out with them, but they have more conservative/different views than I do on lots of stuff. Perhaps it's not true, but I feel judged. I also feel like they can't accept my real self. I am a unique/weird person. The more I am beginning to love life and be at peace ( Read more... )

So a friend of mine asked for suggestions on writing topics to post on. Since I want to write on here more, but don't always know what to write about, I think this is a great idea. I will start with this one: WRITE ABOUT A MEMORY YOU HAD IN 1st GRADE ( Read more... )