I honestly don't understand what my heart actually wants. Continuously falling for a guy I am never going to see again? The sign of a fucking idiot, I say. It's been the third time already. Pining over someone I've only met once or twice? Maybe I'm just a shallow person. Or maybe, my heart is just too fickle, always wanting what I can never have. ( Read more... )

I've been rather emotional lately. Crying my eyes out and laughing until my stomach hearts. It's like a rollercoaster ride and I don't want to admit that I'm afraid of heights.

Eddie's too busy with his girlfriend to talk to me anymore. I've never noticed how self-centered he's been up until now. The only time I can talk to him is when I have some ( Read more... )