How DO we settle these various different "squabbles" of "equality", without wiping out the value of intelligence, as some relinquish it for operational order? Does it exist, in reality, or does that hurdle us towards communism? In terms of "some" people we've met, I assure you, "equal" to them is the LAST thing we want to be. In terms of "others" I ( Read more... )

It's only Wednesday, and the week has been HARROWING. Covid symptoms started in the middle of Friday night, and intensified over the weekend. Diagnosed on Monday, from both an expired home test, and an ER visit. Hard core hardness to breath, think, or even move around in my bed, accompanied by multiple dreams of dieing, and my nervous system ( Read more... )

Shall we call it a question, or a list? That which brings us comfort and joy, and that we would never change about our lives, NO MATTER WHAT.

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If I could describe the love, that was so dear to me, yet ripped from my grasp...all knowledge in a thought, and the movement of every hair on my head. Closer than breath, and worth even death. A lifetime in a moment, that will never be enough, fleeing for freedom, while His memory remains. Crying in the shower in despair from the pains, and the ( Read more... )

Such an "enforced child" of a soul...constantly expecting me to raise her, over and over and over again. There's a certain sickness to jaded preachers...eternally grooming that innocence & scapegoat...Now, now, Kelly, don't go giving up your eternal bad guy. SMH...WTF? "Wants to impact human trafficking, only to get up there and find out..."nobody ( Read more... )

For the purpose of bringing someone into a more detailed summary of me. It also works for those on here, who are interested in knowing me. I am single, and looking. I am finding some acceptable prospects on match.com:

Recently re-employed again, after a severe, long term breakdown. It was the kind where you know you're not okay, and you still can' ( Read more... )

There are those in this world, who will spend much time teaching you what is right, and holding you accountable for it, before it is revealed to you that they have been taking the entire time. Sometimes that taking is a violent brutality that you simply don't, in your innocence, know the words for. Furthermore, as you figure it out, you discover ( Read more... )

Monotonous. The lies of a false deity, telling me I'll never love like that again. The way I loved a true God, having been ripped from the very fibers of my spinal chord. How empty & powerless I felt. No matter how pure my tears were, there was no God that showed up, and saved me...from that. No scripture consoled me, no matter how many I read. No ( Read more... )

 Slowly, it's starting to happen. Distant memories, and vague feelings of being fulfilled by the holy spirit. It's sad really, that there has had to be such distance, in order for the relationship to be healthy. Sometimes the ONLY way we can learn how toxic that relationship has become, is to walk away, and accept the fact you may, indeed, be sin ( Read more... )

When I think of this, what comes to mind are the rants and temper tantrums I've had with God, trapped inside my mind, and helpless to the invasions of the world's various different plights. The betrayals, gas lightings, and lies of my enemies building up, like a herd of elephants on my head. The success of everyone around me, but not mine, no ( Read more... )