people are always on the look out. its gets tiresome only counting on yourself. they want something real. want to know there is an existence beyond them. want someone who might mean something, who might understand them. its lonely being an island. people want to trust. they want to hope. its hard to have complete unwavering faith in yourself. its ( Read more... )

GOD! i feel so removed and i don't like it. i mean literally removed, and i guess i have been. i haven't been normal for almost a year and a half. and i know certainly this past year everything was just nuts. its like i took a vacation and now i'm back wondering where all the fucking time went and how its possible for me to feel these memories so ( Read more... )

going to england for twenty days! wooooooot! oh the fun!

http://www.canada.com/nationalpost/news/story.html?id=11fbf4a8-282a-4d18-954f-546709b1240f

impending second holocaust anyone?.....

one of my sister's good friends commited suicide on wednesday night. he was eighteen, a senior in high school. i don't get it and it depresses me to think about. its always tragic when someone dies young, but its different when its not a accident or an illness, there's something about suicide....

FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER ( Read more... )

last year on valentine's day allies held a kiss out on campus in front of old main, because valentine's day is..."the most heteronormative day of the year". and the result was a front page story/picture of two girls kissing in the collegian. to which an inflamed student wrote a nasty letter to the editor complaining about how disgusted he was to ( Read more... )

hahahahhedhh. i'm drinl, io mean, drunkl, hehhaha./ whatever. everclear, fgoodness in 6the brain region haha, og boy, funnny. i need tro do this morwe oftren. hahahg. gosh, tomoorow i'll looks at this and think that i;'m, a complete indiot. stupid drunk nicople wither her dumb words and dumbs smiles and klaugh amd hahahhhhha. funny./ oj, enough of ( Read more... )

went sleding last night for the second time. first time with ed and christina. last night with christina, meghan, and john. we definitely stole trays from the commons and walked over to the bryce jordan center. and then some freshman showed up with some giant plastic bags and we sat in those and went sliding down the hills too. fun! there was even ( Read more... )

i changed my major ( Read more... )