Hey everyone, i'm fine, really, i was just feeling whiney for a while there. and hey, livejournal is like, whiners-central, isn't it? there are whole articles written about it. it just seemed, fitting, you know...

YOU KNOW, I'M DOING IT AGAIN. WRITING IN CAPS. WHAT THE HELL ( Read more... )

I HATE FUCKING EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS, GODDAMNIT. AND I HATE TRAIN WRECKS, AND I HATE LOTS OF THINGS! I LOVE RAINSTORMS, THOUGH, I AM ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO COME ( Read more... )

1 AM, VT route 113, and I know eachother very well. My mom tried to get me to pull over and let her drive, but the drowsy curves and the cold air as it rushed in my half open window were familiar and sweet in their strange way. yes, this road and i know eachother well ( Read more... )

It was a brief moment, and it’s already over. Once more I see the furniture all around me, the pattern on the old wallpaper, and the sun through the dusty panes. I saw the truth for a moment ( Read more... )

This isn't depressing, it's pensive ( Read more... )

I promised myself i wouldn't ever write anythign depressing here ever again.

so maybe i'll write something angry.

i hate B. i'm so sick of her bullshit. she's such a fucking nympho jealous bitch and she always makes me feel like shit.

i've always told people i like B.

i just wrote it here a few days ago.

i thought i did.

but i don't.

Yesterday I had this idea for a road trip. As my day was sucking and I had nothing better to do, I obsessed over the idea for some time, jumping all around the house, talking to myself, and generally making a spectacle. I thought out ever little detail and even thought of a strategy for making my mom agree to it ( Read more... )

I JUST WENT TO THE DMV AND IT WAS GREAT! IT TOTALLY ROCKED, AND MY NEW LISENCE IS SO BEAUTIFUL I ALMOST DIED! I DROVE HOME IN ECSTASY, ZOOMING THROUGH AS MANY PUDDLES AS MY LITTLE CAR COULD REASONABLY HIT, AND EVEN STOPPED TO SAVE A TURTLE ON THE ROAD! IT WAS THE COOLEST ASS DAMN TURTLE MY ASS HAS EVER SEEN. FUCKING ORANGE! AN ORANGE FUCKING ASS ( Read more... )

our last night in naples was a blast. i stayed out far too late with some friends from the hostel, an australian woman named kylie, and a german actor named constantine lucke. we met lots of italians and a latvian chap that looked exactly like adam kramer. the next morning, exhausted, a bit hungover, but happy and ready to move on em and i caught a ( Read more... )