worked a double and made shit for it because it was dead.
kind of a bummer,
but at least i am at home getting high
and i'm content with that.
i eally wouldn't want to be doing anything else right now.
everyone is out partying.
and i am home, alone, with the cats i'm allergic to, and getting stoned.
and i fucking love every bit of it.

oh

some of my friends make me feel like total shit ( Read more... )

i haev to work a double today. hopefully iill actually make some good money. i'm in way over my head in debt and i can't pay for anything right now because i have no money ( Read more... )

i'll be in burlington at legal seafoods all day tomorrow for roughly 10-12 hours for training ( Read more... )

everything.
being treated like shit.
being broke.
not finding a second, third job.
fuckfuck.

but it never does.
how can something that used to be so awesome suddenly turn into shit?
it's a series of disappointments.
a series of letdowns.
i constantly hope that maybe something will be done that will make me smile a big smile and feel all warm and fuzzy inside again.
but i doubt that will happen.

ugh.
UUUUUGH.

my life is an uneventful and neverending series of disappointments and bum-outs.

this is just a simple observation.

is it too much to ask to get a decent amount of lettuce on a sandwich?
i like lettuce on sandwiches and one wilted leaf just doesn't cut it.

in my mother ( Read more... )

my money problems are back ( Read more... )