I am on a lonely road and I am traveling ( Read more... )

self-preservation begins now.

the days are beginning to run into each other... and i am grateful. the only thing connecting them all is my boredom and a sense of impending doom. dramatic maybe... but honestly, i feel as though i am being set up to fail. am i only here in case something better doesn't work out? how can the phrase "i love you" just spontaneously disappear as if ( Read more... )

A Manifesto in Three Parts ( Read more... )

i think i may have turned into that girl.... the one who is desperate and pathetic... the one who can't eat, can't sleep..... who looks more and more like shit every time you see her but you never say anything because you know it would hurt her feelings.... the one who slowly drives herself crazy over things she has no control over... the one who ( Read more... )

Sorry, bored again.... I promise to make a real entry soon ( Read more... )

( ::whimper:: I don't want to go back...so I'll do this survey instead of packing )

so yes, Ashley has performed another brilliant and unbelievable feat. For the past 5 months since I bought my plane tickets, I have KNOWN that I am coming home on Thursday December 22nd at 5:00 pm. Late last night, Laura comes busting into my room with her flight itinerary in her hand. "Ashley, have you looked at your plane ticket?" "No... what do ( Read more... )

I need a little growing room... a little room to be the me that I'm not so sure about yet... the me that is developing... the me that I'll be comfortable with for life. I think people need to consider the consequences of their actions and their non-actions. Excuses are for pussies. I'm done doing everything for everyone and being everything for ( Read more... )

so today was my last day with the children( ... )