i went to hank's last night and watched a documentary about how the US' school system is fucked up and has been since 1994. how all the kids are brainwashed to be "good global citizens" and all this crazy shit. i don't even know how to sit down and write about it, but it freaked me out because some of the bogus terms and what not, i remember from ( Read more... )

wow, i have figured out a lot in the past few days, more like a week. jeff spent the night with me a bunch of nights in a row [5] and we never did anything. we kissed, but thats it and thats all. he just slept next to me. he knew my situation with colter, and while we might not be "boyfriend and girlfriend" we are together, and he mucked up the ( Read more... )

tonight was me and coulter's "going out on a real date" night but he had that tattoo to do, so he invited me over at around 2:30 to chill with him until 7:00 when he had to go up to the shop and do it. The girl ended up cancelling because she had to work late so Coulter and I went and bought a bottle of tequila. We played a game called "What The ( Read more... )

but say what you meaaaannn .. I love Mae ( Read more... )

I have to get up SO early and I can't go to bed ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here bawling like a baby. Smitty, Matt's good friend from the military that came and stayed a week or so with Matt called me to check in on how things were. He hadn't heard that Matt and I broke up. I told him the whole story, the drama with Jay, Sarah and Paully and then the reason Matt gave me for breaking it off. He said he was ( Read more... )

There was another 12 Years Wasted show on Thursday at Andy's bar. I went, and Taylor dedicated Cut the Cord to me and Kellye, it was great. Joe L kept buying shots and sneaking them to people who weren't 21, myself included. I drank about two shots of Jose Cuervo, and I hadn't eaten much so it went straight into my system. The show was badass ( Read more... )

I'm having just about the worst night since I've been here. Michelle is so hell bent on going out and getting drunk with the Sigma Nu boys, and for some reason I'm not in the mood to party. I think it's because I've had a bad day. I talked to Travis earlier, and he was having a bad day because of his job, and all his friends were going to the 12 ( Read more... )

Yep.. thats true. He came out to Denton last night and he didn't even come and say hi to me. He hung out with two drunk girls and Jason, at MY campus and didn't even call me... freakin' jerk. Then, he asked me today if I was "out on the benches" at any time yesterday, and I'm sure I smoked a cigarette out there, so I said yes, he said "youre a ( Read more... )

Wow.. I just got done talking to Rus, and I really really want to devirginize that boy. I know it's awful, ha, I feel like I'd be corrupting him, but I think he'd be more than willing in the process ( Read more... )