i feel as though i've had a lobotomy. i want my brain back, sir.

For the past few hours i've been attempting to research railways lines, freight lines, to be exact. i want to go to maine and i have no money, so naturally, i've decided to embrace the hobo code and ride the rails. good old fashioned american adventure? here i come. knowing me, i won't go through with it. i never go through with the really good ( Read more... )

i am not doing okay. i am not alright right now. may i please just sleep on your floor for a little bit longer. i'm tired of my bed and of all the people in it. if it were built for two, i'd share the space with you. please come down here. i'm not doing so well.

      peter pan is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

right now everything is pretty and shiny, but i'm drunk. that's expected. and in my drunk state i'm looking back over the past few weeks at the pattern of repeating habits: bumming cigarettes, bumming hits, bumming sips, bumming lines, bumming money. needless to say, i feel a little like a bum. like i don't know exactly where i am, and i have no ( Read more... )

i'm watching julien donkey boy right now and i don't want to because it's depressing. i have a scene in my show where the protagonist argues with herself, so i have to do a documentation on the film to justify how she acts as a schizophrenic. right now i'm watching the "black albino straight from alabama" rap scene. i do like this part a lot. i'm ( Read more... )

instead of rewriting a page of my script and studying economics, i'm going to fake sick tomorrow. i can't do anything anymore. i am one of the most worthless people i know, and, to be sure, i have had the pleasure of knowing hundreds of worthless people. that's what happens when you get sent to a boarding school for fuck-ups, rape victims, and drug ( Read more... )

"you break her heart and i'll break your neck." -my adopted brother, dan.

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