i started writing a song today ( Read more... )

i give up on being nice.

it's fucking dumb

coming home this evening from sarah g's (aka 1609 park, aka katherine's...[who has "moved out"]) i had this feeling of futility ( Read more... )

in limbo

on hold

feeling a little flat today.

the past week had become more than i would have imagined.

mostly Lanie, then a shuffle at work...

best for me to play it safe, play it cool

bummer...

i give up...

this past week away from here, i think i have finally breathed for the very first time in awhile...

i can't find a reason...

things are all inevitably about to come to a head this week or next.

it's july...

it was in the triple digits for 3 or 4 days. during that time, we didn't have power. thanks to violent storms from michigan/ohio-ish, knocking down trees left and right

ready as i'll ever be

everyday i wake up and it's sunday...

this would be one of those times...

i too, want to be a young, careless kid