headed to the beach this weekend with jess, her sis caitlin and brooke.
should be cool.

i'm just going to let the waves wash me away...

settled

unsettled

annnd fuck...!!!!

is everyone having babies and getting married?!?!

doesn't it always seem that when you are about to give up on something or someone...then it finds a way to reach you...???

and of course, it's hard to ignore it...

trying to have conversations with my mom is one big disappointment after another...

and sometimes talking to natalie is like we are on different planets...

how frustrating...

oh fuck. what have i done.

we're done.

she hates me.

done and over it...eh?

...great...

you wanna freak out-my morning jacket...enough said

considering options here...

applying for a job at UofR...

i found a squirrel in my mom's bedroom the other morning. they are eating through the wall.
bastards...

natalie has been distant and away...

judy returns soon...

summer approaches...

there is something beyond
my reflection in the mirror
a lifesize silhouette
that moves through dimensional lines
seeking to bathe in the sunlight
and draw energy from the wind
i will never be able to seize it
only to grasp it's vacant vapors