i'm beginning to love life again.

sometimes i feel like i just don't matter.

..just another bump in the road.

i'm not exactly sure what's going on in my mind right now.

how am i supposed to feel?
should i be angry?
should i let it go?
i just don't know.

you say you want to spend the rest of your life with me.
i'm not sure i believe you anymore.

i just really want to go away.

love is like a precious plant. you can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on with itself. you got to keep watering it.. you've got to really look after it and see that it's alright and nurture it.

-John Lennon

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you think i've changed.
maybe you never really knew me in the first place.

you know, it's people like you that remind me of the reasons why i don't like making friends anymore.

it's absolutely unbelievable how much i love him.

..and i wouldn't want it any other way.