hello again, livejournal ( Read more... )

you know, it's been a long time since i've written in this journal. i don't even know a lot of people that still use their online blogs. regardless, it's a chance for me to get out some bottled-up emotions. it's been a little over three weeks since sal committed suicide, and with each passing day i still battle with the issue. now, i didn't know ( Read more... )

I desperately wish things were much different. What happened?

DavidCohensSN 9:50pm: you're sexy.
stage paparazzi 9:51pm: DAVID COHEN!
stage paparazzi 9:51pm: watch it i'm on my boyfriend's computer
stage paparazzi 9:51pm: hahaha
DavidCohensSN 9:52pm: pfft, he knows your sexy
stage paparazzi 9:52pm: lmao

I haven't written in here for almost two months. My computer at home is broken and therefore, my online time is found at Joe's house. And that's when he doesn't get totally frustrated with me for subtracting from our cuddle time and adding to his alone time on the couch, waiting for me to finish MySpacing and checking the Facebook ( Read more... )

So, there has been a lot that has occurred in the last month. I'm guilty for being overly consumed with the best and the worst things in my life at the moment. I easily forget what time or what day it is. At times, I don't realize how time passes by so quickly. But let's skip over my worst moments. Because the best ones are getting me by. And I ( Read more... )

There is this boy. And when I'm in his presence, I want to grab a jar and open my insides to free the butterflies. And these creatures, they'd glimmer in sunlight. Their wings would be the most exquisite you'd ever seen. And because of the way I feel, their wings move so quickly and my heart beat races. And his eyes, they are like chocolates. ( Read more... )

I don't want to get too close, I don't want to get too close ( Read more... )

It's strange how many things can fall apart and how many people can break you... and suddenly, a person walks into your life. And it's a surprise. I'm not in a rush. Certainly not.So, the exboyfriend walked into the store tonight. Obviously I never worked the closing shifts before... so he didn't expect to see me there. Don't get me wrong, I've ( Read more... )

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