my internal monologue is saying cigarettes cigarettes cigarettes cigarettes cigarettes cigarettes. its all i can think about. michael is out of town and he's the only thing that keeps me from smoking. we all know i have no willpower! gah!

ok girl you are the only one who reads this so this is all for you. i don't even know 6 people to tag back! ha!

1. genius by inara george
2. sugar by trick daddy featuring cee-lo and ludacris
3. you shook me all night long by acdc
4. this sporting life by the decemberists
5. 1 2 step by ciara
6. its like that by (how embarrassing) mariah carey

i hate feeling like this. like everyone hates me. i'm having a pity party for myself. i have no friends. i used to have friends. i have people i still call friend. but i don't know any of them anymore. i can't even remember what its like really. what do i expect? you don't talk to someone for a couple of years of course it won't be the ( Read more... )

lately i keep seeing car wrecks every where. i guess its just a byproduct of driving in rush hour traffic every day. like yesterday i saw this car flipped on its side and wedged in between the concrete supporter and the hill under an overpass. every one i know has been getting in accidents. we got rear ended and michael's car got totaled but it ( Read more... )

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that's all.

look at me! i've got a live journal i'll never use!