There's a storm brewing. Nothing compares to sitting outside with thunder and lightning forming in the air above oneself. Late night summer bike rides of the 5K variety and a forming weather pattern, with a weekend of someone I love ( Read more... )

Still with same duder. He was run over by a train this past Thursday after falling off the platform due to a blood glucose of 20. Multiple trauma wounds: right elbow fracture, C7 fracture, right ear almost ripped off, stitches and sutures to head and right foot. Steve is out of the ICU and onto the regular med/surg floor...and now his diabetes ( Read more... )

So, some background: I'm in nursing school, I work full-time, I pay my bills on time. And recently, I decided to spend time with a friend of mine instead of going to Easter. For this, i am called a disappointment and told to re-evaluate my life priorities ( Read more... )

Things that have changed:
-nursing school.
-financial stability.
-rewrapped dad at Christmas.
-a sense of self confidence.

Things that haven't changed:
-list making.
-a constant search for a normal human relationship despite my efforts otherwise.
-moar drugs.
-hardcore shows and resulting injuries.

How are you different years later?

The holidays are here again. I've made it through Thanksgiving and car trouble with one tremendous meltdown and broken soup bowl. We'll see what Christmas brings. I just can't get into it this year, feeling like a B-movie actor when I think about smiling at lights and hanging ornaments ( Read more... )

Observation: I only ever update when I'm in a shitty mood ( Read more... )

I turn 24 next week ( Read more... )

I think I had a date yesterday/day before. If a guy doesn't let you pay for anything, that's a date right ( Read more... )

You used to dream, open heart, open arms. I ran into you last week and my, have you changed-not for the better. Skinny, pale, and jerkily moving about, you banter about how this girl is nice and your mum is still overbearing. I don’t think it’s them. I know full well why we don’t speak any more, and it is certainly not because of me. You have ( Read more... )

I had to write a personal essay for my english comp class this week. I find the class to be enjoyable, but of course, it would only be better if it were a class to see who's more British(English Competition, get it?), so I'm making do with writing things instead.

Here's the essay.
( The other shoe dropped )