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Hello darkness my old friend
I think I say this every time I post. I should post when I'm happy more ( Read more... ) -
Christmas eve 23
I have so muh to do ( Read more... ) -
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Blank void of nothingness ( Read more... ) -
Pomegranate
I just ate a pomegranate. I think i like them a bit too much despite them being messy.
Ben went today for his trade training so I am now cleaning frantically which is my new coping mechanism. Its a good one I guess as the house is looking tidier. -
A little bit better
I am sat waiting for my oa meeting. I always feel a little better after a meeting.
I feel like im gaining though and feel like I will be judged.
I just dont feel right. Ever since my 5th anniversary with David I am scared of it ending. There is nothing to say it will end. Its still amazing and I am still happy. I am scared anyway.
My brain -
Grubby
My house is a tip. A total complete tip and I dont knkw what to do first. Plus the cat just puked on the carpet ( Read more... ) -
Work again
I think today was probably the worst day of my career ( Read more... ) -
Work
Today I went on a trip to the museum. The morning was good but thw kids got fed up after they had lunch ( Read more... ) -
Ramblings
I have been super restless ( Read more... ) -
Daily reflections
I am trying to practice step ten daily. I am totally shit at it but here goes ( Read more... )