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My safe space
I forget I have this safe place to say what I want from judging eyes ( Read more... ) -
My life today
You only have to go back to the start of this journal to see where I have been in life around food, relationships and being able to live in general ( Read more... ) -
Obligatory life update
Im in the bath with way to many bubbles again. That moment when you sink in is just amazing ( Read more... ) -
I'm alive!
I cant believe its been so long since I updated ( Read more... ) -
Christmas 2016
This Christmas has been odd. My bulimia was triggered badly so I have spent most of it throwing up. I feel like it is worse than earlier in the year because I thought and knew there was another way so I went back to OA. This time I don't know it. My sponsor is crap and it's funny because she was the person I looked up to and I get one email a week ( Read more... ) -
Sir meeting my friends
I have kind of kept Sir separate from my friends. I mean I don't know why. I was worried he wouldn't like them but yesterday he met my friend Jo ( Read more... ) -
Fragile
I ended up binging on chocolate biscuits. I honestly dont give a shit how fat I am anymore. Im done with trying to be thinner. Im unstable emotionally and I dont know how to feel any different ( Read more... ) -
1 week today
I have woken up abstinent for 7 days in a row ( Read more... ) -
Trying not to binge
I've just got in from seeing Sir ( Read more... ) -
To Wendy
Wendy, I know you read this and I am sure you have got my messages ( Read more... )