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i want you.

i reallyreallyreally dont want it to be today..or well tomorrow i just dont want it to be august 1.

i dont want to go the cemetary.
i dont want to see my nana cry.
i dont want to cry.

but i have too.

basically, I dont know the right words to explain tonight.
it went from bad, to okay, to interesting, to really bad, to gooooooooood, to AMAZING/INDESCRIBABLE.
why cant days always end like this?
and why cant days always end with a boy walking you to the car, opening the door for you, and giving you a kiss goodnight ( Read more... )

can we stop acting like we are in 7th grade?

two deaths in less than a week.
I dont even know what to do or say right now.
I feel completely empty.

RIP
Alyssa Estevez
March Twelfth Twothousandsix
♥

today was actually veryy good.
I laughed and smiled WITHOUT YOU.
Michelle, Stina, and I walked around the hood trying to figure out what we were going to do for the rest of the day, we were actually supposed to be tanning...but that wasnt going very well.
We then decided to go back to Stina's and make some mac and cheese, mainly b/c we are fatasses ( Read more... )

cheaaa...whatchu gonna do noww?!


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birthdaybirthdaybirthdayyy.

I miss youuuu X516551687647.

=D for painkillers and naps.
call the cell.