I am still here LJ world.

Just haven't posted anything publicly in awhile. :)

yep, still here. :)

"When you require the approval of others, you give them key to your emotions- and you foreit a fair amount of control over you confidence, too. " -- Gio

I am learning so much from a guy I barely know.
I think this is how God works.

I am super excited about Texas.

I know what you did. Its funny how you actually thought that I wouldnt find out. Or if you did think that I would find out that somehow it would make things better or even okay for that matter. I am honestly amazed that you would attempt to ruin something you have no control over. Well, it didnt work. If anything, it made me loose all trust for you ( Read more... )

I am soo frusterated that she does not have faith in me. I have faith in me. I will be fine. Others are there to support me but the fact that she doesnt hurts more than anyone can possibly imagine. Everything I do is taken in the wrong way.. everything I say or suggest is skewed into whatever her twisted mind wants to think and it makes me soo ( Read more... )

Hello LJ world ( Read more... )

What I actually meant in the last journal entry was ( Read more... )

Randomly, I decided to write in this again ( Read more... )

For the Moments I Feel Faint ( Read more... )

The past month has been very interesting ( Read more... )