"I swear...sometimes women are worse than men"
"That's what they say"

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You claim this is difficult for you too... but I don't think you'll ever feel the hurt and pain that I feel right now. The pain that completely numbs you, that if you bled, you wouldn't even feel it. That there is a complete void in your chest, that you can't feel your heart beating. That a part of you is missing ( Read more... )

I almost forgot I had one of these stupid things. I'm so used to writing in my written journals, but I forgot I used this jr. year. I deleted alot of the entries and only kept a few that amused me. Because I'd rather this be an introspective journal rather than an account of my daily activities. My written one is basically my venting channel ( Read more... )

So here I am, back in wonderful CT (note the sarcasm). Mmmmm I had terrible jet lag this morn cause I couldn't fall asleep til 12 last nite! We got into Bradley at 7:30. I think I slept maybe 4 hrs on our stupid overnite flight. It was alot of goddam flying. We lost 2 days to flying ( Read more... )

and so this year I decided I'm boycotting them. Who CARES if they're supposed to be the 2nd largest display in the goddam US?! I'm sure it will be spectacular, but that is fine. Originally I was going to be a cornball and stay and watch them at dad's, but Deniece invited me out, so I am GOING. We're going down to her friend Eva's house in New Haven ( Read more... )

Ok, so today wasn't so bad. I actually don't mind work... I realy enjoy the people there in all actuality. The funniest thing was today when Tom came by and saw me sitting in the back of the desk, just supervising Frank, and was like "gee Stef, you look like an executive sitting there! You have the executive look already going for you, I'll have to ( Read more... )

So last nite while jogging I got bit in the ass by one of the Meshekow's German Shepard's when I was on Susan Terrace. 2 of them came running out at me when I was walking past their house. It was the most terrifying experience of my life cause I was just frozen in fear. I've never felt so attacked and violated in my life. It just grabbed on my ass ( Read more... )

Mmmmmm I just finished my last Cherry Garcia of the semester!!! That stuff is like eating a slice of heaven. So here I am, in a quite large, empty room. Lauren left last nite when I was at Colin's class. Can't say THAT was a tearful goodbye. Haha. I was basically just like "peace out". I'm so glad I never have to live with her again!! She made my ( Read more... )

So this was definently one of the most interesting days in my college career ever! I ended up taking the 2:33 train and arriving at Grand Central at 4:19. Boys left a message on my cell saying to meet them at the Grand Hyatt hotel that was right next door when I got in cause their meeting was running late. So I was in the lobby starting to write my ( Read more... )