I had a very odd dream last night. It was kind of scary, but at the same time I didn't really want to wake up from it. It was the cause of me sleeping my ass off until 1 p.m. today. Now I'm wasting more of my day writing about it. It was a dream about demons, or ghosts, or some other super natural beings taking over bodies. I remember at one point ( Read more... )

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It seems that every time I hope for the best, things make a turn for the worst. That goes for pretty much anything - work, relationships, just plain hoping for the day to turn out decent ( Read more... )

Love ridden I will look at you, with the focous I gave to my birthday candles. I wished on the leaded blue flame, and baby I wished for you. Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed. And I wanna crawl in with you, but I cry instead. I want your warmth but it will only make me colder when it's over, so I can't tonight, baby. No, not baby anymore. ( Read more... )

Well I fucked some shit up, and so what. I had a job at wild woody's and I decided to help out a freind instead of work and then I just didn't go in because the doctors note looked too fake. Fuck em, I'll get a better job anyways! But I have no money now and I want some freakin northstar light beer from aldi's because it's only 4.99 for a 12 pack ( Read more... )

I need to be 21 right now. It seems like it was easier to have fun in public when I was 16, I didn't have a fake id or anything, just my charm and blue eyes. But the bar tender at papa vinos thinks I look of age ( Read more... )

My dad is being so cute, he went out of his busy ways to find out what herbal cures they have out for my headaches and leg pains because he doesn't want me taking pain killers anymore. Next it's herbal remidies for my anxiety and depression, so I don't get hooked on valium. It really does help very much though. I took a couple yellow ones before ( Read more... )

SOooo I have another day off and my baby is at work. So I'm just sitting here drinking my beer slush and smoking this cigarette that he left me to remember him by. I took like 7 vitamins today and I hope it doesn't make me sick. They were all differnt kinds though, does that count? I don't know. I need more vitamin C though, that's what my aunt ( Read more... )

So I work at TGI Friday's now, I'm a hostess (I just got validated yesterday! haha). It's my first day off today and I must say it's a really easy job. I think I'm going to turn into a server in a month and then shoot for bar tender. All the bar tenders said that it sucks ass, but I don't care. I would rather be serving alcohol than sitting people ( Read more... )