How can someone act so tough and hard, and call them selves ganstahs because they live on 9 and hoover...and they drink in their grammas garage. hahahaha! what a joke they are to me! So while I sat in this garage, which I was told before we came was going to be a house with some "chill people"(by a semi-freind who knew them), we drank a little... ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: August 6
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My family bought a log cabin up at riffle lake. It was a shit hole, but we accomlished a lot of cleaning and cat shit hole/ random garbage piles... had a huge fucking bon fire non stop all weekend. It was great... it will be amazing once it's all finished. At least we got the cat piss smell to go away. I told them that I was going to move up there ( Read more... )

my birthday was okay until i started chugging vodka and smashing things made of glass... and noticed that i invited a someone who couldn't fit in with the crowd too well and everyone got into angry "i want to fight" mode. fuck that shit. fuck fighting and stealing and arguing and ruining birthdays. fuck blacking out and seriously, the biggest 'fuck ( Read more... )

Three weeks have gone past and I still feel like I'm in a pit of fire. Is my whole family fighting a war? I think I might be the only one who truly uderstands whats happening. I see good things in the future though, I really do. Thats all I can really do at this point. I don't want to have to go through this again... except be the one standing on ( Read more... )

Mom comes home today, meaning that my job as a mother is over with, until I have my own kids. yes! Now I can get out and look for a job. I'm getting my lisence back... hopefully on or before or right after my date of birth. Then maybe I'll get myself a decent car... I'll have a job... move to another state, by myself. Start a new world. I ( Read more... )

So I was riding my bike, looking for a job today and I was hit by a fucking mom in a van. She was looking the other way and talking on a cell phone. she was stopped as i crossed and as soon as i got infront of her she accelerated. Fucking idiots! But right after I got a job at the vitamin shop which is bad ass. . . except drug screen on monday, I ( Read more... )

My step dad is really starting to make me want to poisen his drink. He keeps lying to me about being able to move in. Tells me one thing and bitches to my mom about it as if he never said I could! What the fuck is wrong with this guy???!! I don't understand how he could treat me like this. I am the most greatful child that he's raised yet, with the ( Read more... )

So I'm trying to quit the nasty, filthy habbit of smoking. I'm actually not doing too bad at all. I must say that I'm quite proud of myself, so far. I woke up yesterday morning with 4 smokes and no money, so I decided to portion myself to a half cigarette or less at the maximum need and got damn, got damn, I said got damn it worked. I still have ( Read more... )

I went on a bike ride today with my little bro, Josh. He just got a new bike, it's pretty nice. I have to admit that I'm kind of jeleous of the little dude. Then we jumped on the trampoline until I fell down and couldn't breathe (fucking smokers!), so we threw little hellicopters in the air and he killed ants with all the pop in the house. I didn't ( Read more... )