My favorite Aunt was side swiped by a semi and rolled her car four times this morning. I'm not confident on the details, but she spun out of control and into the median. She's all broken and in critical condition. I listened to the X96 traffic report on the way to work about the freeway closed [yes, the traffic lady even emphasized the severity ( Read more... )

when you try your best, but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

I can honestly tell you right now, I'm not following my heart along the lines I so loyally traversed in the past. I'm ignoring what my heart wont let up about. I'm following my logic, and I have no shame or regret in doing so, only the popular comfort of self-preservation that all the people I've resented swear to. It feels better this way. Don ( Read more... )

I think I have some suppressed anger that boils over in the little things I say and do. I wonder if people sense it (and if it's why they go away.)

A granola looking thirty something from upstate New York asked me the other night to come home with him after I sat on the couch tiredly strumming the strings of someone's lone guitar and discussing the stuff of life at a party. I gave my most polite, convincing nod then went and hid in your room until he got tired of waiting on the porch for me ( Read more... )

Me: Cody and I are going to the mountains today.
Mom: Mou'uns?!
Me: Hahaha...yeah...by Brighton.
Mom: Brigh'un?!
Me: Haha, don't pretend like you're not from Utah.

Last night Cody and I drank a pitcher of beer each at Cheers to You and when I got up to use the bathroom I overheard a middle aged women dressed in pink cry “I’m tired of being strong!” so I said yeah sista [it really is a nice way to keep it real. Preaching in a bar] and I sang along to a stifled jukebox Sublime song by myself in the bathroom ( Read more... )

look at your face ( Read more... )

To see a spider in your dream, indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or that you may want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power. Alternatively, a spider may refer to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive ( Read more... )

1 Martini, 4 Beers, and 3 months later I'm restlessly watching hopeful egos on stage bellyache over the daily dues they've waged along the aesthetics of a skeletal girl clad in a guitar & fifteen minutes of neon light and makeup while I lean back in a bar stool at the rear of an eleventh hour bar encircled by boys that give me that look and tell me ( Read more... )