"funereally fer real" [my love is killing me]

[girlsetsfire]

Often times, I find that I have turned into a giant balloon. Once turned into this balloon, I float away thousands of miles from my human suit. This is all very lovely, unless I happen to be in a situation where my body needs a little loving attention [it gets lonely without me. so lonely it causes poor Human Suit to go mad. wires are flying all

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[pokemyeye]

smiles

[girlsetsfire]

some people in indiana miss that smile.
i mean, i don't know who they are or anything...
i just heard about it on the news.
supposedly it's some huge scandel.
if it isn't one thing it's another.
derrr.

[smiles with you]

[pokemyeye]

hey im comming back to visit, ill be back on july 8th, so you better make time, cause im going to see.
luvs

Jay

[disclaim_her]

come over. now.

[girlsetsfire]

I wish.

You know, I still have your christmas presents under the desk in my room.

Why haven't you received them you may ask?

Well, the answer is simple, but I don't like to say bad things about myself. Let it be an unspoken knowledge. We wont talk about it.

Besides, maybe it's a sign that I'm supposed to deliver them in person.

[pokemyeye]

hahaha, what is it what is it, presents (as in more than one) hells yeah, does happy dance for presents, if that wasnt intendid for me then act like i said nothing. heheheh
you go my number still correct?

if not
aim me
aim - sickinfusion
yahoo - slain_over_gum

luvs

[pulsewidth]

feeling a little intense lately?

[girlsetsfire]

yeah. that's right.

how did you know?

[pulsewidth]

i've heard some stories that have been floating around is all. intense stories. stories of passion and swash-buckling with just a pinch of comedy. twists and turns and slaps in the face from white gloves armed by mustached millionaires wearing monocles and tuxedos as they speak of their vast fortunes and expensive possessions with one another. a romantic scenario with dancing curtains in a wind that cannot be explained, soon interrupted by a chorus of vomiting children accompanied by canned laughter and the occasional, "awwwww," and then silence. rusted walls and mysterious liquids. endless fields and exploding heads. a lonely boy and his even lonelier face. no one and nowhere. know how of nothing. all of the stories end the same way and all at the same time in one miraculous discharge. all that's left is my lifeless corpse and a small kitten to feast upon my decomposing face which has already found its way to the ground like the skin of a freshly cooked pudding. are you the kitten or are you the child with the devilish

[girlsetsfire]

While I had a brain tingling time reading that, the meaning behind it all was of course, kind of sad, and intense on a level that I wish I didn't have to think about.

I don't really know what else to say in this moment.

Just know that I do love you, and am worried about you...and lots of other random words.

You know, I am here if you want to talk about this. I know how you like to bottle up everything and shake it around until you explode in an unpleasant way.

We are both having a hard time you know? It's not just you. Please remember that.

[twodosia]

I love that last part about the men with huge testicals. I can just picture the look on your mothers face.

I think the problem with society is they work, work, work with no play. Play is neccesary in a world like this.

[girlsetsfire]

Haha. Yes. I wish I had a picture. A perfect moment captured in time.

And, I agree. No play makes people insssane [and not in a good way].

[jetblackcoverup]

your daydreaming puts a smile on my face. <3

but not as much as a retarded scientist and his sidekick assistant with downs, striving for excellence.

[girlsetsfire]

Ohman.

Do you think that will ever get old?

I think not. It's one of those timeless hilarities.

Haha. I just imagined us in a nursing home, eating pudding, in our super motored wheelchairs, spitting pudding all over the place because we were telling the story of the retarded scientist and his sidekick assistand with downs, striving for excellence, for the 6 MILLIONTH time.

And then a disgruntled nurse comes in and sees us laughing, and gives us a shot to "calm us down". Ok. Now I'm pissed. Stupid nursing homes.

[jetblackcoverup]

hahaha. seriously, its never going to get old. even when we are old, it never will. and i will break that fucking nurse's arm if she comes near you with a needle.

die nurse ratchet!!!!