2019 is our
year --

they tell me.
and it will be!

oh you, careless eyes, oh you happy bones, i'm never right, i hope

this year, i want to overall work on: growth, vulnerability, building intimacy

-body mods - sticking with my bayalage
-working on being decisive.  i am in some ways but get obsessive, don't always think things through.
-balance: ( Read more... )

i've been away along time and now that summer 2017 is buried in the warm arms of 2007/2008 i've finally re-read and re-opened this goddamn mother fucking time machine.  everything will changed and in some (many) ways i'm the exact goddamn same but softer, more empathetic, gentler.  i always make a new years list so here's another, putting it back ( Read more... )

-get the tattoo i want in replacement of piercing or vice versa. got my lip done in  2011.  bored again.  i think i'm finally okay with this.  maybe redo belly button or tongue, have considered nipple/s, but pretty eh about the whole thing.
-continue to be decisive, especially in regards to school and work, and relationships...must continue to ( Read more... )

-get the tattoo i want in replacement of piercing or vice versa. ot my lip done in  2011.  bored again.
-continue to be decisive, especially in regards to school and work, and relationships...must continue to communicate choices better
-declare a major however, double majoring is ruining my life, so might change depending on discussion with FA ( Read more... )

 run today was amazing.  approximately 3 paragraphs and some editing away from being done with undergrad.  today i spent all day dozing before leaving for a run in light evening rain with a sunset that was absolutely to die for and sunlight through leaves on the same path i used to walk in high school on and then do my 3.5 miles on when i started ( Read more... )

 "nothing bores me more than my own orgasms"

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 When Geryon was little he loved to sleep but he loved even more to wake up.
He would run outside in his pajamas.

The word each blew towards him and came apart in the wind.  Geryon had always had this trouble: a word like each,
when he stared at it, it would disassemble itself into separate letters and go
A space for its meaning remained their but ( Read more... )

I wanna be your love ( Read more... )

 2010 & revamped 11
-get the tattoo i want in replacement of piercing or vice versa...i think i'm all set with my ears and nose and navel     just kidding got my left tragus done in may 
-continue to be decisive, especially in regards to school and work, and relationships...must continue to communicate choices better
-declare a major however, double ( Read more... )

in february 2011 i will be a delegate representing the women's international league for peace and freedom at the united nations conference in new york city.

fuck.  yes.