i'm old enough to make my own decisions so if i choose this then it's my right to.

goodbye<3

my life is a mess and a half right now and i have no intention of caring or changing it any time soon ( Read more... )

♥ he kisses me at red lights. ♥ ♥ ♥

when the feeling subsides it never really dies.
and when i fell i knew i'd never fall harder.

clothes worn in layers to disguise what's on the inside.
will i ever devulge the secrets of all the past lies?

i'm happy. 
but guilty about being happy.

these eyes are his.
vivid reminders of what i'll never see again
his crooked smile, 
the chunk of hair that always stuck up on the front
the way his face lit up when he saw me.
first loves die young.
making love in the back seat
never to believe that in a year
he'd be gone.
when true love his lost
what is left?

what an amazingggggg start to summer.

woods party & partying at gabbys.

waking up with a tally of your shots on your arm.

so i did a total of 17shots sunday. 5 before i left & 12 at gabby's.

getting crazy guys to buy you alcohol when they ask for 35 cents.

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summer 05'
accomplished the goal of making out with 
every person i hungout with all summer haha.
partied alott.
mucho shore.
amazing kids.
got brian drunk for the first time.
became close with jen.
climbed trees with brian.
fell out of trees with brian.
realized dave never wears a shirt while drunk.
found my infinite abyss.
joe's ass put a hole in my wall.

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school = over.
license = 9 days.
birthday = 8 days
art school = july 10th

everything is good right now for once. i'm actually happy and stuff... it's been a much better week than last. blehh. i keep having hospital nightmares though. i decided i need my hips & under my tongue pierced. yeaaaa <3

and soo summer begins...

U Arts summer pre college program <3

for a month <3 monday-friday <3

4 amazinggg photography classes <3333

i'm soooooooo excited.

there are 362 cardboard boxes on their way to my house.

castles tiiiiiime <3

spring break = 3 days.

it's going to be AMAZING.