i cant stop the crying.

sometimes i fear that i will never be able to get over it, sometimes i fear that i will.

im going to be designing and doing prelimanary observations on mate choice behavior in anenome fish next semester, haha.

yay for being done and being lazy. its been a great last few days, and i drive home tomorrow :)

everyday something happens that makes it a little more real. and yet i still can't stop the tears. gahhhh. i hate this, its not fair...

i know i have posted in awhile...but i havent felt like talking about the one thing thats been on my mind constantly, and i was going to try and get it all out now, get it off my mind, but i cant. i guess im still not ready. as real at it is, i dont like thinking about it or talkign about it because it makes it even more real(and i really really ( Read more... )

ya know...im really starting to believe you were right. perhaps i was born to be disappointed.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 26% Pure
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Espn was showing competitive eating on tv today. as disturbing as it was I couldnt help but watch it....it was rather gross with people shoving food down their throats as fast as they possible can. spiniach dip, chicken tenders, chili, chips, tossed salad, swedish meatballs. yeah it was nasty, this one kid i swear had a vacuum for a mouth. but it ( Read more... )

Today was an accomplishing day :) Here is what I did ( Read more... )

well....my plane leaves in less than 4 hours. eeek! Im really excited to be coming home, but I am really gonna miss this place and all the friends I made (my mates). All in all, I had a really good semester and Im glad i Came ( Read more... )

I started drinking tea recently....mind you its half milk and sugar. but shhh its still tea and it makes me feel not as childish.