i follow links all around livejournal until i come across journals like yours - though usually public ones. journals of girls or boys i envy and admire and would love to know. it makes me happy to know that you are inviting us - anyone - to, in a sense, know you, or meet you, and that you are fully willing to talk back.
i don't know you, and i only know a few of your words, but i think you are a wonderfully lovely person. perhaps some day we can meet as strangers in this crazy world.
Your words touched me, and I find myself speechless. I will say this, though:
I am very protective, especially about the people I love and my thoughts. I open myself in certain ways so I can meet new people, since I believe I haven't truly met the best yet. There are so many more wonderful people out there that I am dying to be friends with, but I don't know where to begin. And most times, I am shy.
So this is one giant leap for me. And hopefully for you, too. :)
my best friend and i are drifting and i'm pushing away on purpose because i don't want to feel ditched. but i really miss having a friend i actually like.
i think i'm becoming the person i used to be and that scares me so much. this is my last year of high shcool i'm supposed to be happy.
I used to have a friend just like that. Except now, I'm not even trying to hold on. I think life is better off without her and her problems. It sounds pretty selfish to say, but it's the truth. But honestly, I miss HER. What she used to be.
All I can tell you is, do what you feel is right. I don't know what kind of person you used to be, but if you are scared of it you shouldn't go back. People don't fully change. They come back through cracks and circumstances. Move past them. And if you love your best friend, you shouldn't push away. Only if it makes you happier.
I, myself, don't drink because I don't think I need to. I don't understand the addiction since I've never actually started. But if it is THAT bad for you, and it makes you feel upset that you can't STOP, maybe you should try to stop drinking. Or to drink very less.
I hope you will be okay. And don't worry, if you tell someone close to you maybe they will help you more than my words can say.
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i don't know you, and i only know a few of your words, but i think you are a wonderfully lovely person. perhaps some day we can meet as strangers in this crazy world.
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I will say this, though:
I am very protective, especially about the people I love and my thoughts. I open myself in certain ways so I can meet new people, since I believe I haven't truly met the best yet. There are so many more wonderful people out there that I am dying to be friends with, but I don't know where to begin. And most times, I am shy.
So this is one giant leap for me. And hopefully for you, too. :)
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i love these coincidences.
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That's cool.
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i think i'm becoming the person i used to be and that scares me so much. this is my last year of high shcool i'm supposed to be happy.
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Except now, I'm not even trying to hold on.
I think life is better off without her and her problems.
It sounds pretty selfish to say, but it's the truth.
But honestly, I miss HER. What she used to be.
All I can tell you is, do what you feel is right.
I don't know what kind of person you used to be, but if you are scared of it you shouldn't go back.
People don't fully change. They come back through cracks and circumstances.
Move past them. And if you love your best friend, you shouldn't push away.
Only if it makes you happier.
(and it did for me)
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My friend Christi made it for me.
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It scares me and I don't know who to tell.
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I don't understand the addiction since I've never actually started.
But if it is THAT bad for you, and it makes you feel upset that you can't STOP, maybe you should try to stop drinking.
Or to drink very less.
I hope you will be okay.
And don't worry, if you tell someone close to you maybe they will help you more than my words can say.
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