it's not working, and i feel like shit every other day. i have openly declared to my parents: I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER. but they don't believe it. they think im joking.
I'm sorry your parents didn't take you seriously, but this obviously a serious thing for you. I think you should seek help elsewhere, or get the proof you need to make your parents realize how serious you are. If you really want to seek help, maybe you should demand them to take you to the doctor's. It's a shame that they didn't take you seriously to begin with, but maybe they are afraid to admit it to themselves. It's a brave thing that YOU admitted it, so they should too.
I really do hope you get help, and please take care of yourself. Starving yourself won't solve anything else. :[
PIMP IN ME
anonymous
February 17 2008, 05:54:59 UTC
I CHEATED ON MY BF AND IT WAS THE WORST MISTAKE THAT IVE EVER MADE AND I DONT MAKE MANY!!! EVEN THOUGH I HATE BOBBY, THE BOY THAT I CHEATED ON MY BF WITH, HE'S THE ONLY ONE THAT MAKES ME SWEAT AND FEEL YOUNG AGAIN.... I KNOW THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPEN AND I ALSO KNOW WHERE MY HEART IS. ITS THERE FOR GOOD. I CAN ALMOST FEEL THE TUG NOW....ITS SO OVERWHELMING.
Re: PIMP IN MEgirlwithradioMarch 9 2008, 02:00:24 UTC
Everyone makes mistakes. Take this experience so you know in the future what is right and what is wrong. I hope you work out things with your boyfriend. :[
the original layout codes were from refuted. I changed the width, the colors, and the fonts. and the header with my userpic. you can't find this layout anywhere, but refuted has layouts quite similar :]
I don't know what to do anymore. Everyone around me is finding the one for them, and I am left standing to the side and getting no attention. The cold hand of jealous clinches my heart everytime I see everyone getting what they wanted, and I am left in the dark.
I pretend I am so happy, but I know I'm not. Whenever I see arms wrap around their boyfriend, or girlfriend, and I'm left to the side and alone... I don't know what to do.
Am I not good enough to get a boyfriend? I know I'm not the prettiest, or the skinniest, but I know I'm not horrid. Any guy I seem to like sees me only as a friend. Do I not deserve some love?
I've been dating my boyfriend for over a year and half and the way we act in public - how we hug each other and hold hands and whisper loving words here and there - is exactly what I used to hate to see other people do. Because I didn't have it. Now that I do, I'm grateful. And I don't mind it any more from others. It used to make me feel like a hypocrite
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starving,
eating,
starving.
it's not working,
and i feel like shit every other day.
i have openly declared to my parents: I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER.
but they don't believe it.
they think im joking.
i hope i starve myself to death.
let's see who's laughing then.
ps - i love your posts on articulate haha. <3
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I think you should seek help elsewhere, or get the proof you need to make your parents realize how serious you are.
If you really want to seek help, maybe you should demand them to take you to the doctor's.
It's a shame that they didn't take you seriously to begin with, but maybe they are afraid to admit it to themselves. It's a brave thing that YOU admitted it, so they should too.
I really do hope you get help, and please take care of yourself.
Starving yourself won't solve anything else. :[
and thank you. :]
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Take this experience so you know in the future what is right and what is wrong.
I hope you work out things with your boyfriend. :[
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I changed the width, the colors, and the fonts.
and the header with my userpic.
you can't find this layout anywhere, but refuted has layouts quite similar :]
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Everyone around me is finding the one for them, and I am left standing to the side and getting no attention. The cold hand of jealous clinches my heart everytime I see everyone getting what they wanted, and I am left in the dark.
I pretend I am so happy, but I know I'm not. Whenever I see arms wrap around their boyfriend, or girlfriend, and I'm left to the side and alone... I don't know what to do.
Am I not good enough to get a boyfriend? I know I'm not the prettiest, or the skinniest, but I know I'm not horrid. Any guy I seem to like sees me only as a friend. Do I not deserve some love?
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That terrifies me.
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I know you can make it through whatever problems you have right now.
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