well here I am 3 months and 22 days later.

what's been up with me?

hmm!

I went into another psychatric hospital for my stupid mental illness of psychosis.
this time it was Building 50 in Norristown.
there I had what was the best / worst week ever.
I am put on (I think) the right medication.  Haldol, Lithium and Trazadone.

getting out of there, I returned ( Read more... )

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Monday. School. Checked the schedule at Wawa, and I work that day. So yeah... no nappy poo. Work was pretty good, I suppose. Anywho ( Read more... )

Sunday, November 20 ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results
Gregariousness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 42% Poise ||||||||| 26% Leadership |||||||||||||||||| 58% Provocativeness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Self-Disclosure |||||||||||| 34% Talkativeness ||||||||||||||| 46% Group ( Read more... )

Friday, November 18 ( Read more... )

Work sucked. Try spilling soup on a guest, getting all worked up about it and bawling my eyes out and just hyperventalating ... etc etc. My friend, well, who knows what the hell he is anymore ... JAMES fucking seemed as if he didn't care. Whatever, we're having conflict. And who knows what's going to become of this. Either friends no more, or ( Read more... )

Tuesday ... I didn't get a nap. And work wasn't that bad. Then I just sat on the computer, and phone all night. Being a douche bag with Andrew. It was fun. It was a complete, and official day 4 ( Read more... )

Saturday, 12th  (day one of NOT talking to Alphanso)
I went to Presby's bizarre with Alicia, Andrew, and Brandi.  Alicia had to work, so then it was off to Diary Queen for ice cream with Andrew and Brandi.  Then we just hung out for an hour, at the most in Wawa parking lot.  Then I had work at 4.  And what fun it was.  Bargaining with a guy for his ( Read more... )

Friday ( Read more... )