85 pounds? I have to ask you.. have you been smoking crack? That is not enough!! Do you want to be sick all the time and prone to infection? 94 is fine!!! Why don't you focus on maintaining instead of starving yourself to be deadly thin?
*hugs back* ok maybe you are right. My goal isnt to lose weight- it is to be happy... unfortunetly i will be happier if i shed a few lbs, but i do not want to look sick or anything. I just have bad body image i supose. If there was a big problem, i wouldnt go eat the birhtday cake im gonna have in a few nights :) hehehe I know saying 94lbs, sounds small, but really im not skinny like how it sounds. youve seen my pictures. ...and btw, i am not on crack
maybe your right... if u are sick of this then im sorry... i cant help wanting to look good. the problem is i will never look like im 90lbs. right now i look like im 105 or something...i need to go a little beyond my goal so i can look good. does that make sense? If i am 85lbs i will probably look 90. I dont look sick and i dont want to look sick - i just want to lose a couple of pounds. I am sick of it to you know. I am sick of getting better. People tell me to eat more, so i eat more, gain wieght and then feel shitty and unhappy. I dont get praise for feeling fat now do I? I just want to be happy.
Work out!!! Go do fun things like going for walks, playing in the park, etc. If you are active then you won't gain weight. Activity is really the key. We all want an easy way out but unforunately nothing is ever easy.
steph...i think you look awesome! you don't need to lose weight. you look great the way you look now! trust me! i see you everyday! lol. believe me, please? :)
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Ok.. I am off my soapbox now. *hugs*
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ok maybe you are right. My goal isnt to lose weight- it is to be happy...
unfortunetly i will be happier if i shed a few lbs, but i do not want to look sick or anything. I just have bad body image i supose.
If there was a big problem, i wouldnt go eat the birhtday cake im gonna have in a few nights :)
hehehe
I know saying 94lbs, sounds small, but really im not skinny like how it sounds.
youve seen my pictures.
...and btw, i am not on crack
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I want you to be happy too! I want you to love your body and nourish it. I want you to look in the mirror and realize you do look good.
*hugs*
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if u are sick of this then im sorry...
i cant help wanting to look good.
the problem is i will never look like im 90lbs. right now i look like im 105 or something...i need to go a little beyond my goal so i can look good. does that make sense?
If i am 85lbs i will probably look 90.
I dont look sick and i dont want to look sick - i just want to lose a couple of pounds. I am sick of it to you know. I am sick of getting better. People tell me to eat more, so i eat more, gain wieght and then feel shitty and unhappy. I dont get praise for feeling fat now do I?
I just want to be happy.
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