A girl on fb showed me this video. Its a music vid for a new band and the song can be downloaded for free on thier site (the link is in the youtube description). Anyhow i saw *TW* for suicide and self injury. Also the main character is Nina Burns from americas next top model and I love her cause shes like a total doll!!! She does a great job ( Read more... )

For real tho. Obsession

I am just too good for this. As my other journal details my self hate haha I dont even remember why I started this one. Lonliness is something else. I hate everything about how I look. Everything. Cept My upper eyelashes.

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Magic ( Read more... )

I had a shitload of homework last night. My school pictures came out horrible, and I was proud of myself until my mom sat over me while I ate pasta. I know I not supposed to be happy when I do “Good”, but its only one more bit of ugliness on its way. I got really hungry around 6 though. Today I had an apple this morning so I wouldn’t get hunger ( Read more... )

Damage

Act like death, when living day,

But in the end it rots away.

Somber silence will come along.

Convinced that you are living right,

But then the daylight turns to night,

Suddenly, I’m in this grave alone.

This world has many walls to climb,

We tumble down and then unwind.

Debris and dust, calamity, falls into my life.

Breathe the air or ( Read more... )

thank you all for your nice birthday wishes! I had a very good birthday ( Read more... )

I ate myself and want to fly.
I hate myslef and want to die.

cry

height: 5’2 (without my rockin 4inch platform sandals ( Read more... )