hi guyssss im back lol im in college now loving it trying to make something out of this lil thing i call a life -_- ughh i have been feeling soooooo depresed latley i eally truly dont know why i need to get out of this slump!!! im also trying to learn korean but my parents think im just learning it because of boys not true!!! i really like there ( Read more... )

Hey guys back from a very long hiaitus lol been soo busy i usually dont post alot but my fav livejournal girl hasnt been posting lol so im forced to post because i know that there are others out there just like me who want to know whats going on in other girls lives just like theirs and also to look at some really good thinspo :) which i love to ( Read more... )

 there is this guy at my new job that i like hes 28 im 18 and he is really cute and i know that he is into me also but i feal like he is only going to think of me as a toy because he met me at the stripclub cuz im a stripper there and i first noticed him cuz he never buys dances and just like seems like he owns the place soo i was like hmm and i ( Read more... )

yea wow cant beleive that i havent posted since december!! lol well im doing good im still struggling with food ughhh o well i gues im always going to be struggling no matter what i do :( but i have decedided that im going to go to a community college for 1 or 2 years then transfer to a university but i must say that my life has been pretty much a ( Read more... )

wow it has literally been foreeeever since i posted in my journal!! i find it pretty hard to restrict latley because im under sooo much freakin stress i just wanna pull out my hair i have 2 write essays for my college apps hopefully i will get acctepted into my dream college *umass amhearst *cough *cough but who knows especially with my gpa. i ( Read more... )

yea i havent been on this thing in like a month!!!!! lol or close to it.  my lifes been pretty hectic i got into a car crash friday night and my dad was pretty pissed so now im prob gonna gave to get a new car. im also taking senior pictures today and going to my senior patio party that my high school throws in the begining of the year its like a ( Read more... )

man today was great not only did i pass my driving test yessssssssss watch out grandmas im on the road lol but i also lost 5 pounddsssssssssss yesssssss im almost towards my goal weight which will not only make me happy inside but itll make me feal awesomeeeee 2 lol :) and since im in such a great mood ill post sum new thinsp for you guys o and by ( Read more... )

well it seems im in the middle here its like its good yet at the same time veryyyy bad ! i just dont know what to do or how to do it sometimes the only good thing tht i can say tht ha happend to me was tht i lost 20 pounds so i am now 118 which is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee but im still not through with my struggle yet i have like 20 more pounds to go ( Read more... )

o my bajezuzs im sooo hungry but i cant eat because of my fast ughhhh its soo hard smetimes but in the long run its soooooooooooooooooo totally worth it so im keeping it up till im near my goal weight which is 100 pounds sooi have like 20 pounds or so to lose before im happy with my self or my body for that matter im gonna post sum thinspo to help ( Read more... )

just woke up from a very fun and crazy night of clubbing and actin a fool lol its great to just get out once in a while you kno AND juss chill with my friends and meet other ppl lol :) ill be posting sum cute thinspo from my fav thinspo place today so i hope you guys enjoy :)

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