i just typed three fucking paragraphs and accidently clicked back. >< anyhoooooo ( Read more... )

i am in love with liz from my life as liz. i wasted this whole beautiful day off, and im grumpy about everything. >

HAAAAAA BECKALYNN!!!! YOUR TOTALLY RIGHT  ABOUT MCR AND THE THE USED DOING UNDERPRESSURE!! OMGZ!

firstly ( Read more... )

Well, an update so here i go. things are looking better in life, and yet they are also looking brutal at the same time. no longer going to be living on my own, so i dont get to take tuck with me to my parents. that really sucks. very much. But anahi and dave said they would take him in for me. they're pretty awesome for that. i really really really ( Read more... )

i'm not doing much these days, except workin and sleepin lol things are swell. love the new house, had a great birthday. dear god, im twenty. old as hell.   lots of new pics on myspace, good god my puppy is huge too....wait a minute....the only ppl who read this are like anahi and nate...i regularly talk to them...lame. lol

everyone goes through this from what i understand, i dont feel like i am any different, so i supose all i can do is deal with it. it really sucks that i am so dumb. i care about her so much, and i feel she could give a shit, she only loves me when she is lonley. whether that is true or not who knows. its also killing me that we used to be so close ( Read more... )

well katie and i decided to end out relationship. and does it suck. i love her so much. i never want to hate her, and if we were to keep going, well thats what it would have ended up at. and i would hate myself to end on terrible terms. i love her so much, and i belive her when she says she loves me. she is still living with me, so thats odd, but ( Read more... )

i am bored, tis 10 at night and i am awake and wanting to do anything but sleep. Who reads this? i forget again?  anyhoo bobby hill is getting told he he cant be tought sex ed by his own ma. this is weird. anyhoo i'm tired.  my girlfriend looks meaty. i think the king of the jungle is going to get his kill. night.

college went alright. failed one class to pass 2 others..thats cool i guess. comp 1 i failed, got a B- in intro algebra, and a b in psych 101. thats sweet. um rina and i broke up. thats cool. Katie johnson and i are dating now. thats like fucking super steller awesome. i dont know how i got so lucy to have a hot country star to want to get in my ( Read more... )