Leo came to see me last week. It was the first time I'd seen him or spoken to him since leaving for Brazil and my father. We talked a little about random things and then he came straight out with his feelings for me. I'm not going to wax lyrical about anything either of us said. It was between us and there it will remain. All I will say is repeat ( Read more... )

I returned from Brazil late last night. It was probably closer to sunrise than it was to being night. I got home and walked straight out onto my balcony to watch the sunrise, sitting in an old wooden chair and letting my thoughts drift away with the last fragments of night.

If, again, you wander ( Read more... )

Macrame queens in the afternoon and I'm in tune or did I speak too soon ( Read more... )

My mother called me yesterday morning to tell me that my father has collapsed and been rushed to hospital. He's such a strong man, never so much a serious cough in his life before. The doctors were talking like it's a heart attack or possibly even a stroke ( Read more... )

Life changes so fast. It's crazy. Sometimes I feel like everything around me is changing while I stand still. Trapped in some kind of time warp. I hate it. I hate standing still while everything about me rushes and whirls; a kaleidoscope of colors and faces and sounds. Voices I can't quite hear. People I can't quite touch. It makes me want to ( Read more... )

- Mentally kicks self -

I died. I know. Shoot me. Sue me. Bury me. Then maybe you'll breathe life into me and help me to live again ( Read more... )

Put simply, I am Gisele Caroline Bundchen from Horizontina, Rio Grande do Sul, Brazil. I have five sisters - Raquel, Graziela, Gabriela, Patricia and Rafaela - so you can imagine how crazy it gets whenever I go back home ( Read more... )