Things are going really well in my life. It's really nice:) Besides the fact that I haven't been feeling well, everything has been awesome. The end.

my 21st birthday is on wednesday! Yay for that! It seems like it's taken forever to get here, but at the same time it's so hard to believe I'll really be 21. Craziness ( Read more... )

I'm hoping and praying that everything will turn out alright. Sometimes it's hard to keep faith when everything seems to turn out so wrong. I've got to though, I'll make it. It's just, for so long, my life has been kind of defined in a certain way, and now it's got to be altered. I always had so much faith and hope that anything could work, but ( Read more... )

Ya know what?

I just want you to be happy. If that means that I can't be in your life, then I guess that's what I've got to do. Hope you find happiness.

This is where I say I've had enough ( Read more... )

This is my place to vent, so I'm sorry if it always sounds like I'm depressed, that isn't the truth at all... I just honestly usually only write in here when something is bottled up inside me and bothering me a lot. That's the only time I make time to write apparently. So, obviously, I'm frustrated right now... school is driving me crazy, I have ( Read more... )

There's always a million things on my mind. Recently I've thought a lot about losing those I love. Or others losing those that they love. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with in my life. Losing someone close to you hurts deeper than anyone can ever imagine if they haven't experienced it. It leaves deep scars on your heart. I'm ( Read more... )

It's good to be home. A little sad, but at the same time refreshing. Great to see some people that I don't get to see nearly enough. Love getting to spend time with my family especially. And the few friends that I still keep in touch with:) And the few new ones that I've made. It's been fun ( Read more... )

You're not giving this a chance if you're not opening up your heart to allow for anything good to happen. Giving it a chance doesn't just mean that you're willing to talk to me, it means that you're willing to talk to me with an open heart and mind. This is what I hope for, someday. It's sad that I still sit here and hope and have faith, but I ( Read more... )

Well, I wanted to go home so bad, and sadly I had to go sooner than expected. Friday night I went home to see my doggy, Shelby. She's extremely sick and is going to have to be put to sleep soon. I went to say goodbye to her :( It was a trip home full of tears. I know some people may say, she's only a dog, but she's my family, she's my friend ( Read more... )