Ponderings...

[gitanawolf]

Maybe it's the cloudy, dark, rainy weather. I dunno. Or just one of those plateaus we get stuck on now & again. Nothing seems really important to me right now. Nothing makes me want to get out of bed in the morning. (If it weren't for Mika, I'd probably just stay in bed, with coffee and a book, LOL!) Life has taken on a monotonous turn. Same thing

Comments

[lenskeeper]

Oh girlfriend... you sound so depressed. Time to get out and exercise. Please do live in the now. You aren't 60 yet and you aren't your mother. You are yourself, complete and seperate from everyone else in this world. You are also loved, cared about and would be missed to no end by D and your DD. We all must make our own sunshine, specially since it rains so much.

Chin up. Today is the first day of the rest of your life.

(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
your girlfriend.

HUGS back!

[gitanawolf]

I am feeling better. Sometimes it's just a major shock to my system (LOL!) when I think about how old I am. Inside, I don't feel "old" or used up or "done." But when I express what's inside, sometimes, well, the old body just ain't what it used to be. I wonder when it will become even more limiting to expressing my self through my life and interests, KWIM? And THAT gives me pause sometimes, like a jerk of the leash in correction... :=O