new name.

a_new_notebook

add it.

bah. i'm sick of livejournal. theres no point to it.

yeah...so i dont know what going on....

i meet an awesome guy who's cute, funny, nice, dorkish, loser-y, just....awesome. and yeah, i might want to go out with him if that ever happened....but right now, its weird. why arent i falling for his dumb ass? i'll get butterflies or whatever randomly...i think, but on the phone i'm just like "dum de dum ( Read more... )

i need to stop thinking about why i cant ever find a guy. like seriously. i'm not even looking for mr right. just any one (who's decent enough) to be with. j fl;sdkyjladfkjg

well, i came down this morning and saw that someone IMed me last night ... and it made me happy.

will you remeber: awww....thats sad i think
will you remeber: goodnight <3

-____ ( Read more... )

dum de dum dum dummmmm.

bored.
i need a life.

ok, so ONCE again my mom trys to set me up with a kid who's age she doesnt know...only to find out he's much younger. at least this time he was 15 and not 13.

anyway. i got roped into coming to this "cookout" where only a few people are coming. whatever. later i'll be going home to watch brokeback mountain with kristi. we bought some snacks to eat. ( Read more... )

i'm seriously about to go insane.

i'm sorry i can't figure this out all on my own.

maybe i do need someone's help.

maybe.

but no one's helping.

they're just adding to this.

if i flip out on you, i'm sorry.

i can't take this.

i'm sorry.

hmmm, i haven't written in here for a while. i'm kind of getting sick of it ( Read more... )

so, summer is really here. there's no denying it. and apparently my fear of walking alone at night (which i loved doing last summer) is gone. coincidence? maybe, maybe not. but i know this is going to be the best summer ever and i'm going to spend it with the people that mean the most to me, and especially the person who is above all the rest... ( Read more... )

now i know why i HATE sleeping over my mom's house. danielle's bed sucks. i always wake up in so much pain. >.< like NOW for instance. so freakin sore allover ( Read more... )