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giveagirlagun Nov 07, 2006 16:35

my heart's tied to a noose around my neck, but it doesn't even swing ( Read more... )

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giveagirlagun Jul 29, 2006 23:57

i've been sad for a really long time.
years.

i've ceased to wander or wonder, found a position to stay crouched in, huddled in the necessary and reliable pocket between a lover's arm and torso. i'm not safe here, but i am safer. i am not dreaming in arsenic and cyanide when he wakes me, i am not singing wings and guns drawn. i am lucid and intangible and unstable, off medication and i don' ( Read more... )

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giveagirlagun Jul 11, 2006 18:23

presently, i am dizzy and i am hungry and i am beyond self-ridicule. there was a time where i would pry myself apart in front of a mirror, gazing down at my thighs and declaring them indecently large, or up at my frizzy flyaways and guage myself unattractive. after a 300 calorie (or less) day, i would step gingerly onto the scale, feeling light ( Read more... )

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giveagirlagun Jul 09, 2006 23:01

i have stories i wish i could tell, but memories that only know nonexistance, banned from retraction by hard alcohol, thick smoke, and fast tears. i have anecdotes that will never leave the cage created by my teeth, the paragraphs-that-could-have-been hugging my tonsils, vibrating with lyrics i wish audiences would want to hear ( Read more... )

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giveagirlagun Jul 09, 2006 20:50

even the season has lost it's passion for being.
i want it to be so hot my skin sticks to the air.
& i'm still wearing sweaters.

reasons why i love you:

giveagirlagun Jun 27, 2006 21:14

i.i fall apart ( Read more... )

boo says ..

giveagirlagun Jun 20, 2006 13:30

shit, bonnie's kinda sick of always bein' the sidekick ( Read more... )

lyrics

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giveagirlagun Jun 16, 2006 23:01

we're like an old married couple:
nap-taking, & boggle
& walks in the park
& cloud watching

♥ e n a m o u r e d

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giveagirlagun Jun 10, 2006 19:24

regression: my favorite manner in which to dance.
this journal again, because it's been there for me, even when i never glanced in it's direction.
i deleted everyone: comment if you want to be re-added.

i'mstuck. kicked out of my boyfriend's by his dad, where i was staying the past month... i'm not going back to my dad's, because he wants a ( Read more... )